Some days will always be a feeling of a big blank spot. Sometimes emotions overwhelm us and we need to recharge. I know I get that feeling. When I do get that feeling I start to read what I wrote a while back and I start reading quotes that are inspiring to me.
I read the post the hard truth I wrote just about 2 years ago. Back then I had just been dumped you might say, I was struggling with where I was, where I had been and where I was going. I noticed that I called myself naive when I read it today. Naive because I believed in the opportunities instead of the barriers. If believing that everything happens for a reason (sometimes the things happening aren’t good and we can’t really see why it happened) is being naive, then I am still naive. I still believe that we all go somewhere in life for a reason. I don’t believe there is one purpose for all of us or one specific plan. There is just some things we can’t change.
A few of my friends are currently sending me great news or sad news. I am so sorry for my friends going through hard times in their life but if I have learned something, it is that sometimes hard things need to happen for good things to appear.
I am overly happy and bubbling with joy that a few friends are doing what they dreamed of. And here I will say the name – Mira you are a freaking inspiration to me. With you being as strange and funky as me, maybe even more sometimes, I adore how you embrace life. You are starting your dream education soon and I can not be happier for you! You are such a spiritual person that, when you send me links and quotes, make me think “what the hell is this” and at the same time “wow that hit me in the right spot”. You know when you need a break and you are true to yourself. Keep it up – remember down times always brings good times afterwards. ❤
The post I wrote 2 years ago also got me thinking that I really have changed since then. I am a more happy person now. I still follow my dreams and I still believe that we all have control of our own lifes. I still believe that we need to be upset and happy when we feel like it. I let myself be upset when I am upset because I know my mind needs to go through the feeling. Don’t push feelings away – they will only come rolling back times a thousand. And be happy when you are happy. I know I can sometimes make people feel I am not on their level of happy or upset but that is because I can’t always relate. I do apologise for that but I will also say I will try to be better at saying when I don’t follow or can’t keep up.
I like to know the truth – and if someone has something they don’t like about me I want them to tell me. If I don’t know I can’t change it.
Sending love to everyone. Embrace your feelings. ❤