I wonder what I did to the world to deserve everything?!
I went through the worst possible hell.
I experienced one of the worst things in life.
It has taken me places.
Good places – beautiful places!
But how can I deserve both?!
How can I deserve both torture and beauty all in one?
How can life be hell and heaven in one?
How can love hurt you and make you happy at the same time?
How …. I wonder … ?