Memories …

One year ago today I had my family over to celebrate my birthday. The one person that mattered the most was in bed with pain.

Days like these are very hard to get through. But I keep going because I know that Jonas would want me to do that. He wouldn’t want me to go down and be all sad. I know I’m allowed to cry and miss, but I’m also allowed to enjoy my life.

It’s on days like this, christmas, birthdays etc. that are the hardest. It doesn’t make it any easier that it’s my birthday tomorrow.

I smile when I think of Jonas, but at the same time I cry.

I will have a good birthday, because I deserve it! 🙂

“Do what is right, not what is easy”


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